I recently found an old blog and plucked this entry out of it....
How can I live without you?
The memories of our sweet times fill my mind. Over and over they torment me. You call me… from wherever you are, you call me, tempting me always to once again give in you. How I want to give in.. oh how I want to surrender myself to you.
Even when I’m not with you, I think of you. I dream of you caressing my lips and I, gently licking you all over. Licking, sucking,.. sometimes the urge is just too great and I have to take you all in right away. All I want is to share in you. You’re so sweet. Your appeal is so apparent to all who know you.
How can something so pure, so perfect, have such terrible consequences.
It’s true, my love for you is an obsession. That’s why I’m having such a hard time letting go of you.. but I promised I would and I’m doing all that I can to keep that promise.
Four days it’s been since you touched my lips…
Four days since your aroma started the feelings in me which cannot be denied.
I will see you in secret.
Wait for me lover, I’m coming to you…
My first and only true love….